Since coming back from winter break, I'd have to re-adjust myself to everyday college life. There's something about sitting on the couch all day eating Doritos and watching Jerry Springer that appealed to me.

Everytime I come back I get a little more dis couraged though. I want college to be over, and a piece of pretty paper in my hands saying I can get a cool job. But with a new set of classes (non of which are art by the way, how scandalous!) I feel a bit stressed not knowing what I'm doing. Sure, I can read the books and do my math but the only thing that I really enjoy right now is Japanese. Everything is still the same here at college, while back home it's different.

My close friends are all living on their own, making ends meet, and trying to get into a college. Yes, it would be nice to have total independence like that, but I know I can't live off of $10 an hour when I like to shop for $200 shoes. There was this AMAZING pair of white Tuk dress shoes at this store in Seattle that would look ridicolous on me.(No mom, I havent wasted any of the money you have been giving me for books. Don't worry)

Finding a job is hard too.I don't like not having my own money and rather spending my parents. I could easily work at the dining halls but 1) I don't want to get my food permit and 2) No way am I going to wear a Pilgrim hat during Thanksgiving. Those people died a long time ago, I am not going to re-live history for other people's enjoyment.

But I guess I will just stay cooped up in my dorm, talking to friends, writing essays and painting dinosaurus. It'll be over before I know it.